Time for the weekend :)

This week has flown by thank goodness. I have a huge lecture exam in anatomy and physiology Monday so I have been spending a lot of extra time studying at school. I'm kind of nervous but after today's study session I feel more confident about it. I really lucked out this semester to have a study partner as devoted as I am. I'm looking forward to this weekend because my favorite aunt is coming down to visit me. We always have a blast together she's the crazy aunt that you don't tell a lot of people about but adore! Hopefully we can do a lot of fun things. I would love to go to a pumpkin patch and finally do something fall related. That's all I got for now hope you guys enjoy your weekend :)

This is a picture of my study group learning muscles off of George!

This college thing...

Isn't college suppose to be fun? All the parties and meeting new people, slacking off and barely going to classes yeah right! I have completely lost having a "life". I am literally going to study groups when I'm not in class until I have class. At least it's paying off. So far I have gotten A's on each of my anatomy and physiology test which is super hard to do if you could ask anyone that's in my class. Especially the girl next to me who got a 16. Anyways after I'm done with this class I can finally get into the nursing program so being stressed out all the time might not actually be a bad thing.

Skeet Shooting!

My boyfriend just got a new house so I have been helping him move all weekend. Let me just say moving is not fun at all. We had to make so many trips I didn't realize how much stuff he actually owned. I've mentioned this before but Brian is a huge gun collector so he has this huge 1000 pound safe. Watching three guys trying to move that thing was hilarious.

 Moving has been pretty stressful for us so we decided to take a break Saturday morning and go to the range. I like shooting pistols they are alright but I went skeet shooting not to long ago and I am hooked. Since I enjoyed it so much Brian bought me a brand new 20 gauge Browning shotgun. I love it so much! This was the first time I shot it and we are just meant to be together :)

Saturday night we met up with some friends of ours to eat Chinese food and play "The Settlers of Catan" which is the best game ever if you haven't played it you don't know what your missing. It's a very strategic game and neither me or Brian have ever won. Well Brian won and it was awesome. It was the perfect ending of a great day!

October 9th 2012.

Man I have not been on here in such a long time. I find my self missing writing how my days been and putting all my thoughts down. It's funny how I started this blog as a school assignment 2 semesters ago and I actually enjoyed it. So let me catch you guys up. I'm in my 3rd semester of college and am currently retaking Anatomy Physiology, swimming and history. I'm taking a light load because I had such a hard time in A&P last time and for a nursing degree you have to do really good in it. So far I'm doing fantastic I actually made an A on my first two test. It's amazing how good you can do when you actually study and try. I met a lot of cool people this semester and have some great study groups going on so that helps a lot. What else... Oh yeah boyfriend :) we are doing great still have a fun strong relationship. We have been dating for 2 years now. He actually applied to become a police officer for San Antonio Texas that's super exciting for me so cross your fingers. My family life has gotten a lot better I remember I use to vent on here a lot but our relationship is actually improved by a long shot. They give me more freedom and aren't so protective over everything I do. I think that's about it I know I'm pretty boring. Have a great day! I'm glad to be back :)

I've been slacking again..

I haven't posted something in forever but you know how it is, life just happens. lol
Well school started back up all of my classes are pretty cool so far. I already took my first test in all of them and to tell you the truth I bombed them, but its okay because now I know what all of the test are like and I can get As from now on! Oh yeah and remember a couple of post ago I was talking about my ex boyfriend well guess who's in my class yup him. It's awkward but okay because he avoids me like I'm the black plague which I'm perfectly fine with.
What else.
Me and Brian have been great. We are actually making friends! which sounds weird but its true we are getting more involved with the church people and have met a lot of other couples to hang out with. It's very nice. Theres this one couple that are Brian's age so a little older than me their names are Ben and Beverly and they have the cutest sons a new born and a 5 year old named Landon. They got us addicted to this game called The settlers of Catan. It's so much fun, frustrating but fun.
Valentines day :)
So we went to this thing at the church call "Come away with me dinner and dance" it was basically like a dance. It was so much fun all of our new friends were there and of course I got to dance.

For actual Valentines day we went to red lobsters. The wait was about 2 hours so about the time we were done eating it was so late we couldn't do anything else.
But this is what my wonderful boyfriend got me.

That teddy bear is a whole foot taller than me!
It was a great Valentines day.

I've been really good nothing to really complain about :)

This is me venting?

I just realized that this is my life and I only get to live it once. So why would I let someone else make my choices for me? Or somebody tell me I have some sort of choice to make?

Me and Brian have talked about marriage a lot. We have also talked about me moving in. I really want to wait till I'm out of college for the marriage thing. When it comes to me moving in I just use it as my daydream when things get hard with my parents. Maybe I'm leading him on. As you know Brian is 7 years older than me, so he's ready for all of that stuff... well I'm not.

Is it really possible that I could of met my soul mate at 18? That's what gets me I'm still young. Of course when we are completely happy with each other  I'm ready and excited to snatch him up but in reality it scares me to death. Time has been getting hard with my parents at home and like I said before yeah sometimes it really is a daydream to move out. If I did though I would lose the relationship I have with my parents so if anything ever happened bad with me and Brian I would be screwed. I'm  a full time college student and the job I do have no one could live off.

I started to feel stuck. Like I had some kind of choice to make. You know what? I don't, this is my life and if it takes me a thousand years to feel comfortable with the idea of marriage so be it, this is my life and I'm going to take it at the speed that I want to.

Wild Country

Last night me my boyfriend and two of our friends all went out to a country club last night. It was a lot of fun!I've been to this club several times and every time me and Brian invite people, it never works out. So this time we actual had our friends follow through and it was worth it!

Another thing is Brian actually danced!!! That's a big shocker because he never really does but last night he practically danced with me the whole night. All the romantic country songs that I love so much we got to slow dance to I had so much fun :)
He was just the sweetest thing ever. When we weren't on the dance floor he would just hold me and kiss the back of my head or my temple and forehead.He acted like he was really proud to be my boyfriend you know all lovey. GREAT night. Our friends Brianna and Demarcus had to leave a little early because the strobe lights came on and Demarcus gets seizures.
This night was so much fun it was nice to hang out with another couple.