My entireeee day :)

Today I woke up extra early 10:00. Yes it did feel good lol. I cleaned my room and the entire house. It was pretty sad that my room took about 3 hours and the rest of the house too like 20 minutes, and yes they turned out really clean. I hate cleaning but hey now I dont have to do hop scotch to get to the other side of my room. Plus I love the feeling of walking into a clean spotless room so in the end it was worth it. After that I decided since I was already hot and sweaty I might as well work out. So I did some zumba for a bit and I actually finished the entire segmant without completely feeling like dying afterwards. I know what your thinking lightweight but I am really out of shape. Not like super bad but ever since i changed my birthcontroll I look like im at least 3-4 months pregnant no lie. So i'm trying to get rid of it. Then I was suppose to start a project for my nursing class but there was a movie on the lifetime channel and it just sucked me in. I watched that for a good 2 hours and then worked on my project and I learned I really am not a good hispanic. The project is about heritage and all of that good stuff yeah noone would ever know im full mexican unless I told them. I finally got out of the house to go get dinner with my family. We went to five guys it was really good then to heb. Tomorrow we are going to San Antonio to sell jewelry and i'm not really looking forward to it. I love going to San Antonio just not with my parents, because that means my dog is going and I love her and all but she is not a good traveler. She cries the whole time and by the time we get anywhere we feel like killing eachother.Who knew this little chihiuahua could wreck a family. So wish me luck on that. I'm excited to see everyone i'm gonna see my aunt Esther and uncle Keith then my aunt and uncle Ray and Noehmi . Esther and Keith are awesome people just so down to earth Ray and Noehmi on the other hand are completely the opposite they are the type of people that if you piss them off they wont talk to you fo about a good 2 years. I hope it goes great though just because I havent seen any family for a long time. This should be nice. I'll let you know how it goes :)

My Evening.

One part of this I wrote before and the secound part I wrote after :)

So I'm excited for a nice date that Ive been looking forward to all day. He decided instead of nice dinner he's taking me to a two hour movie about BASEBALL. Should I shoot myself now or later? Ugh i guess I'm gonna have to make the best out of this. You better believe I'm gonna order some ten dollar noachos and an extra large drink. I'm so hungry.

You could tell i was venting huh lol

Well what realllllllly happened. He came to pick me up and we both talked about how starving we were. I think he could tell I didnt want to go see a movie and his heart wasnt set on it so we decided to just go get something to eat YAY :) Lucky me. We ended up going to Razoos and it was horrible. The only thing that I enjoyed was the fried pickles and hush puppies, but hey thats better then going to watch a baseball movie. Then we went to bed bath and beyond and I swear we were in that place forever its so massive. After that we went to kirklands but the further we walked through the store the poorer we felt. That store is so exspensive after that we went to target and found those amazing suckers that only come out on the market during halloween season! The ones that are covered in caramel and on the inside has green apple. They are so good . One thing that I love about our relationship is that we can being doing something completely boring or simple, and just be having a great time. There is just a never dull moment with us and i love it. You can tell my night went from eh to great!

Thursday September 29th

Today just started out great because I got to sleep in for once! Instead of my class starting at 10:30 it started at 11:30. Which was awesome. Instead of my normal pysychology life span and developmental class we started a project. This project is really weird so Im not going to explain it but basically today i had to go to a child development center and basically just observed the children. I really enjoyed it was fun to see how they interact with eachother. I had a paper I had to fill out while I was there and it really made me think outside the box on everything the children did. The little boy I was watching was so cute and man did he have an attitude but it was only after he tripped and got hurt. It was interesting when you have to break down everything the child does. Like problem solving do kids really problem solve? Well the boy i was watching when he went out to the play gound he just stopped and looked around and you could just tell what was going through his head.What am I going to play with first, and to a child thats a big problem. Maybe its just me but I didnt know children had that much drama in their lives :P

Reverence.

I attended church today like I do every week. Church has kind of changed for me lately instead of just being one of the kids in the crowd. Im the person making sure everyone is being respectful. I go to Grace Christian Center and one great thing that my church offers is we have a place for everyone. A nursery for the babies and classroom for every age until four years old. Then we have kids action studio thats where kids go until they are in sixth grade and start middle school. After that we have GCCrew thats where the kids go until the are adults then of course main service. Well Ive gone to this chuch since ive been in kids action studio. I served at gccrew in the music ministry. Now that I'm an adult Im an adult leader.Im really struggling with it too. I am a very strong devoute christian and it really gets to me when i see the kids textingor messing around when its worship time. It got so bad tonight that that the pastor stopped in the middle of praise of worship to explain to everyone what reverence was. Its all about respect. GCCrew is great for teenagers the building has a place to eat with good food, indoor basketball courts, a room full of video games and computers, and pool tables. Its a great place to hang out but thats the problem the teens go there to hang out not to go to church. That fact breaks my heart. When i see the kids messing around flirting, joking not taking anything serious at all at the altar. It actually makes me mad because I know they are missing out, but at the same time they are being a huge distractions to the people around them that are actually getting something out of the message or music. Today the sermon was about spiritual maturity. Basically going to church to grow to be like Christ not just go to see their friends. I enjoyed church tonight it just breaks my heart to know some of the teens go for all the wrong reasons. We have so much to be grateful for and all he wants in return is for us to lift up are hands and praise him.

Baby Fever!

I really want to have a child already. I want to experience being a mother. The whole pregnancy going to sleep hugging my tummy. I work at the nursery at my church and I babysit, but its still not enough. Im ready to be married and have a great career already. Im to young though. Im in my first year of college not even halfway through yet. I love my boyfriend and he's ready to get married , we already picked out my ring. I guess I'm acting like a little girl fantasizing about my huge dream wedding. Yes i really want to be a nurse but above that I really want to be a mother. I love my job working with the infants watching them learn and develope and even just when they like something and their little faces light up with a huge smile. I've always been very maternal.Now that i found the love of my life Im just ready :) Everything will happen at perfect timing. I can just look forward to my future and what ever God has planned out for me.

Tuesday, September 27th

Today was an over all good day. I started off  this morning  by going to my 10:30 psychology class. It started out pretty boring but once Mrs. Jones starts talking about stuff that people can argue about and dicuss the class gets a whole lot better. Right now we are learning about infancy and it is some pretty interesting things. One thing i found very verry interesting is critical windows. For instance (this is horrible) but if you take a baby kitten and blind fold it for the first three weeks of the kittens life. It will be blind for the rest of its life. Horrible huh but thats because the critical window for sight was never developed. The kittens eyes work and the brain but when the retina was suppose to develope and have relation to the brain it never did. You could do the same thing to a human baby thats why its so important for babies to learn language when they are young if not that area of their brain will never develope. I dont know i found all of that stuff a little interesting. After that class I went to have lunch with Brian. Which was very thoughful of him. We went toMcdonalds and it was packed! you could tell the highschool down the street was on its lunch break. We had a nice lunch i learned i wont being seeing him at all this weekend which kind of hurt my feelings. I told  him I was gong to San Antonio with my family to sell some jewelry but i didnt say I was going to spend the night. I think hes just using me being gone as an excuse to go hunting. Oh well looks like P will be spending the whole weekend down there. After lunch I went to english class which I always enjoy then home. Instead of just watching lifetime and taking a nap like I always do when i get home, I decided to work out. I got my sports bra out and my workout shorts and even one of those things you wrap around your stomache to re shape it. You can say i went all out. Then I did some Zumba, I dont know if im just that out of shape but man that was a great 20 minute workout. The rest of my night was just pretty much full of relaxing.

Last weekend

I just feel like writing now and i cant sleep so let me tell you about this weekend i just finished up. On friday i got up early and worked on homework and all of that good stuff.Then Brian texted me to get some sushi but he was waiting for his gun safe to show up. I love having a boyfriend thats always packing i just feel so safe. So i had some time to kill. I went to the christian bookstore because i wanted to pick up some stuff for my mama.Then i went back to Jaded Dragon the place were i got my tragus done to ask what size my piercing was. I go there and man i dont fit in at all. My piercer wasnt there and the guy i talked to had piercings everywher eand i couldnt see one inch of bare skin.He turned out to be really nice though. That morning i had popped a keloid that was forming around the hole and like a dumby i put peroxide on in. The guy was like "stick out your hand" i did and he slapped it and said bad lol i was like okkkk but he gave me some really good tips that maybe the stuff ive been using to clean it could be the actual problem. Then i went to the mall to look at new labrets to put in my tragus because its almost completely healed. Man They arent cheap at all. After that i went to Chopsticks i freakin love that place so much im like addicted to sushi now. i realize i want it all of the time. Lets see Saturday i did nothing but schoolwork till about 3:00 then me and Brian went to the Georgetown Park to feed ducks. It was a lot of fun but ducks kinda scare me. I still really enjoyed myself we took a long walk in the park and raced back to the truck. Sunday i did nothing but church then voluteered at the church and then i got to go to outback and yes it was delicious <3 It was my first time going there and i really enjoyed it. That was pretty much my whole weekened nothing to exciting but it was just simple how i like it :)

New to this!

So I am going to be a blogger ! I just decided this about 5 minutes ago :)
I dont know what i'll be writing about but hey i dont really care.  Ive always wanted to do something like this but now i get to use my english teacher as a good excuse.  I really wish i could see other peoples profiles without having their url i think that would be so much fun reading about other peoples lives. I guess i got this whole idea off of an episode of House lol the patient was an intense blogger and had friends all over the world just because she was a serious blogger. Maybe eventually that will be me but for starters. Let me tell you about my day it SUCKED. Well not really but there was nothing exciting about it. I found out i completely bombed my biology test for the lab i got a 64 and lecture i got a 59... ughh i dont know what to do but i know whatever im doing now just plain isnt working. So i did my classes this morning which feels like they lasted the whole day probably because its so damn cold in the classes. I got home had some goood ol steak then slept. Not your average nap either i passed out in full out lala land . The phone rang i looked up then for a slight second closed my eyes again then bam there goes another two hours of great sleeeep. I woke up helped my mom with making some jewelry then my dad came home. We went to get some oriental cafe and it was so good.  Watched some sherlock holmes then finished some homework i had been working on. One thing that was great today was it rained im not sure for how long but man any bit was great. This drought we have been in has been horrible. It reall wasnt perfect timing though i was trying to finish my english paper and the electricity kept going out. Oh well Worrrrth It :) That was my day now im just in bed watching lottery ticket its hillarious!